Posted on January 20th, 2010 @ 11:26 pm
This past weekend (Friday through Monday), my Niece and Mom visited. It was my Niece’s first time meeting Brody and my Mom’s 3rd time visiting since Brody was born. LOL! We had such a great time! Jason and I even took a night to go out on a date. It was so nice!
My Sister used to visit once a year. Our tradition was to eat cheesecake each time she visited. Since she wasn’t here this time, my Niece and I decided to have cheesecake. We had a different cheesecake each day she was here (four pieces total). They were ALL good.
Here’s a picture of us enjoying our very last piece together (and right before we left for the airport).

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Miscellaneous
Posted on December 26th, 2009 @ 11:35 pm
As I was rocking Brody to sleep tonight, before putting him down, I got to thinking how amazing he is and how incredible God is to create us in such a way. When you truly stop to think about it, it blows your mind away.
It’s funny how your mood changes about things. For instance…
15 years ago
I didn’t want kids at all.
13 years ago
When I held my niece in my arms for the first time, my heart melted and I knew I had to have a child of my own.
8 years ago
I desperately wanted a child. I pleaded with God and mourned the thought of never having a child every time someone else was pregnant. I hated that time of the month and slipped into depression each time. It was so heartbreaking. I will always remember those days and the feelings that go with it. Infertility becomes a part of you and never goes away.
1 year ago
I had given up the dream of having a child and was becoming ok with life just being Jason and I. I convinced myself that freedom was a great thing to have. Freedom to go to Starbucks at 9:50pm (10 minutes before they close), freedom to run errands whenever, go to bed and wake up whenever, not planning my day or planning my day. I lived by my watch.
2 months ago
I wondered why I wanted children to begin with. Pregnancy and labor had its cons (and some big ones I might add). Bringing a newborn home and nursing every 2-3 hours, feeling like I was on call 24 hours a day. By the time one feeding ended, it felt like it was almost time to start the next feeding. It was pure exhaustion. All I could think of was that this would be our only child and one of us needed to get “fixed” ASAP. LOL!
These past couple of weeks
I’m in awe of our little guy. He truly amazes me. His eyes watch me as I walk past him, he looks my way when I’m speaking to him, he smiles at me non-stop, and his coos melt my heart. The feedings aren’t as often and are more predictable, he’s sleeping on more of a schedule, and life seems to have some predictability to it. I am able to go out with him and do things. Being a Mom is extremely hard, but oh so rewarding. I can’t imagine life without Brody.
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Brody